Has anyone ever wanted to take a nice break from it all?
In my case, maybe asking for a vacation after each week is too much, but lately I have really been feeling "weak". So far, I feel as if I have done everything that I need to do in college at the moment and I am taking care of myself well. Yet, I always battle with myself on whether I should be doing something else or browzing the internet. It has become quite irritating in the past few days. I still am able to turn in all my assignments and I have a good feeling about my grades. Though, there seems to be no motivation at the moment. I guess something is troubling me right now. Everything feels all right in a sence. Though, my thoughts and feelings do not help with my situation. I want my mind to connect with my body on things that I do. To be honest, I am procastinating as I write this entry.
I may even want to just watch some YouTube videos now. Just an observation, but lately YouTube has been on my eyes for many days now. Well, I shall make this entry short. This is just my feelings at the moment that I want to share to you all. It has been on my mind for quite some time now and typing about this helps a bit to understand what I truly am feeling.It helps me think a lot about my situation. Well, everyone...I will blog later on. Hopefully, this weekend brings me some insight and some recovery after the past disastrous days.
Aloha everyone and have a peaceful time! :]
